I cant get him out of my head, Please help?

I cant get him out of my head, Please help?

Postby woody » Mon Dec 14, 2009 12:29 pm

I started liking him at the beginning of 7th grade, I swear it was love-at-first-sight. I went to a cotillion class where we have to learn how to dance, the first day he was in my class, I never knew him til the second he "electric slided" over to my chair and let out his hand to me and asked me to dance the waltz. I said yes, and right then I went weak-in-the-knees and fell for his charming self. To my luck, just a few weeks later he told me in english class that he liked another girl, me trying to hold back my emotions told him to ask her out. He did, she said yes, and they went out for 2 months, broke up, then got back together, broke up, got back together, and then broke up for the last time. Its two months before school ends and I finally tell him I have liked him since we first danced, he told me he liked me too, but he didnt want to go out with me bacause he promised his ex that he wouldnt go out with anyone for a month. I told him to keep his promise and that it is importand and I would wait. Well, I waited helplessly in love, and then told him I still liked him, he said he didnt like me anymore and that he liked another girl, I cried for hours at home and didnt eat for about a week. I finally just got really pissed and told him off, that want a good thing bacause he didnt talk to me for a week. He started talking to me again and I was pretty happy. Now, about 2 weeks before school ends I told him I still liked him, he told me he liked me too. So we secretly started to date and had code names like "Falcon" and "Snow bird" (that wasnt the real code names but you get my point, its still code! haha) Then he started to tell 2 people and I told two people. Then it was his birthday and him and some people went to Lazerzone to just kinda celeberate it. Well, he got mad at his friend for rubbing my butt while we were playing lazer tag. Then the day after school ended, he texted me in the morning and told me he was at Randalls, I told him back that i would be up there in a bit anyway because I wanted to see him. He told me he had allready left and I got pretty sad, but my guy friend Michael asked me if we could hang, I said sure! since my boyfriend is busy skating with his friends I'd love to hang out. We went to Randalls and got food and sat down outside of Randalls. We did and one of my boyfriends skater friends ride up to us and sits down, I asked him where Nick was and he told me he was at the park with Rachel. Fury was just boiling inside me but I was terribly sad to hear about that, but anyway, I got over it and hugged micheal for the food he bought me and we walked back home. As I was walking backI got a text from Nick saying "F***ing Cheater" I told him "What the heck? I never cheated on you what are you talking about!?" and he told me that he saw me hanging out with Micheal at Randalls and Nick texted me some complete Bull S**t that I held his hand and kissed my guy friend Micheal, (i mean come on! eww!! Michael is a good friend and will never be anything more or anything less) Then he dumped me for somthing that never happend. I cried, just stood there and cried. I finished walking home and cried more. I felt helpless and he wouldnt talk to me and I had to call up my best friend Saqqara to cheer me up. It workd for a while, but I had to go to my dads boss's ranch the next day. I went, and once I got there, I got out of the car and ran for the cliff. I sat there and looked over the acres and acres of land that was at the ranch, I had noticed a small pond tucked away behind some tree's. I pulled my self up to my feet and went for that little piece of heaven. I got there and everything around it was either the color green or brown. I looked around some more only to find one purple flower. I thought "an island of hope in a sea of sameness" I thought of Nick. I took a picture of the beautiful flower, ran away and cried. I found a swing that overlooked all of the acres and I just layed there on the bench swing and cried somemore, I wanted to disolve into the land it was so beautiful. anyway, Saqqara tried talking to Nick, but he wouldnt take me back. I cried more, and had her sleepover the night I got back from the ranch. I cried more, and then got over it. Then the night of my birthday came, he forgot my birthday and went to an astro's game instead. A week later he talk to me, I just cant take it. And the song that reminds me of him is Crazier by: Taylor Swift and Here We Go Again by: Demi Levato. I still cant get him off my mind. Help me, I'm crazy in love with him and I cant stop.
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I cant get him out of my head, Please help?

Postby berthold » Mon Dec 14, 2009 12:30 pm

I started liking him at the beginning of 7th grade, I swear it was love-at-first-sight. I went to a cotillion class where we have to learn how to dance, the first day he was in my class, I never knew him til the second he "electric slided" over to my chair and let out his hand to me and asked me to dance the waltz. I said yes, and right then I went weak-in-the-knees and fell for his charming self. To my luck, just a few weeks later he told me in english class that he liked another girl, me trying to hold back my emotions told him to ask her out. He did, she said yes, and they went out for 2 months, broke up, then got back together, broke up, got back together, and then broke up for the last time. Its two months before school ends and I finally tell him I have liked him since we first danced, he told me he liked me too, but he didnt want to go out with me bacause he promised his ex that he wouldnt go out with anyone for a month. I told him to keep his promise and that it is importand and I would wait. Well, I waited helplessly in love, and then told him I still liked him, he said he didnt like me anymore and that he liked another girl, I cried for hours at home and didnt eat for about a week. I finally just got really pissed and told him off, that want a good thing bacause he didnt talk to me for a week. He started talking to me again and I was pretty happy. Now, about 2 weeks before school ends I told him I still liked him, he told me he liked me too. So we secretly started to date and had code names like "Falcon" and "Snow bird" (that wasnt the real code names but you get my point, its still code! haha) Then he started to tell 2 people and I told two people. Then it was his birthday and him and some people went to Lazerzone to just kinda celeberate it. Well, he got mad at his friend for rubbing my butt while we were playing lazer tag. Then the day after school ended, he texted me in the morning and told me he was at Randalls, I told him back that i would be up there in a bit anyway because I wanted to see him. He told me he had allready left and I got pretty sad, but my guy friend Michael asked me if we could hang, I said sure! since my boyfriend is busy skating with his friends I'd love to hang out. We went to Randalls and got food and sat down outside of Randalls. We did and one of my boyfriends skater friends ride up to us and sits down, I asked him where Nick was and he told me he was at the park with Rachel. Fury was just boiling inside me but I was terribly sad to hear about that, but anyway, I got over it and hugged micheal for the food he bought me and we walked back home. As I was walking backI got a text from Nick saying "F***ing Cheater" I told him "What the heck? I never cheated on you what are you talking about!?" and he told me that he saw me hanging out with Micheal at Randalls and Nick texted me some complete Bull S**t that I held his hand and kissed my guy friend Micheal, (i mean come on! eww!! Michael is a good friend and will never be anything more or anything less) Then he dumped me for somthing that never happend. I cried, just stood there and cried. I finished walking home and cried more. I felt helpless and he wouldnt talk to me and I had to call up my best friend Saqqara to cheer me up. It workd for a while, but I had to go to my dads boss's ranch the next day. I went, and once I got there, I got out of the car and ran for the cliff. I sat there and looked over the acres and acres of land that was at the ranch, I had noticed a small pond tucked away behind some tree's. I pulled my self up to my feet and went for that little piece of heaven. I got there and everything around it was either the color green or brown. I looked around some more only to find one purple flower. I thought "an island of hope in a sea of sameness" I thought of Nick. I took a picture of the beautiful flower, ran away and cried. I found a swing that overlooked all of the acres and I just layed there on the bench swing and cried somemore, I wanted to disolve into the land it was so beautiful. anyway, Saqqara tried talking to Nick, but he wouldnt take me back. I cried more, and had her sleepover the night I got back from the ranch. I cried more, and then got over it. Then the night of my birthday came, he forgot my birthday and went to an astro's game instead. A week later he talk to me, I just cant take it. And the song that reminds me of him is Crazier by: Taylor Swift and Here We Go Again by: Demi Levato. I still cant get him off my mind. Help me, I'm crazy in love with him and I cant stop.
lol... well this is what i have to say about the situation. first he should never acted like that if he thought you were cheating on him. he should have just approached you and asked if you was. second, your only a young girl. there's other boys that's gonna steal your heart. from what im hearing it seems like when he gets mad, he shuts you out and he doesn't want to talk to you. that right there isn't good because in a relationship you guys need to Communicate. don't ever beg to be with someone. if you have to beg that means that they really don't like you.
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